all about u is juz a lie

haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz...

im oways thinking wat happened 2u??

wat made us changed??

am i thinking too much??

whn i start 2 think tat everything is juz alright

suddenly all the lies from u juz POP out

i think tat im the most stupid person on earth 2 believe wat ever u told me

i didnt even suspect anything from u bcauz i trust u too much

im reali reali stupid 4 being sad n stil crying 4 u

i wana stop worrying wat had happened ,

i wana stop crying 4 u ,

i wana stop everything tat is bout u

im reali reali tired from all of this

until now i onli found out tat i reali lik u too much....

haiz... really changed... sob sob

earlier v had already slowly changed
v seldom chat n talk 2 each other n i thought everything was stil fine
but when v went out 2day i onli notice tat v reali changed alot
i think the whole day v talk less thn 30 sentences n the whole journey v were juz keeping quite
the movie was reali nice but after the movie v bcame back 2the silent mode
i don know wat 2do so i was keep on trying 2 find my fren
thn v went seperate places after i found my fren
when i see u leave i don reali know wat was i thinking at tat time
whn im on my way home i called yan n i told her wat had happened
she was shock n i know i was goin 2 cry so i stop de conversation wit her
i was reali sad at tat time but i oso think tat im kinda useless bcauz i oways cry easily
i don know how 2explain
but i reali think tat v changed alot
every1 asked me r v couple
but now i think v reali dont hv the chance 2be 2gether d rite??
i hope tat everything can b bck the same
haiz lets juz see wats the ending la...

假期...

很久都没写blog了... 今天没事做就来谈谈关于假期后所发生的事情吧 ! !

我发现到我有时侯真的很矛盾 , 上课时就一直想快快放假 , 现在呢就想快快开学因为假期我真的

闷到我快疯了....

整天都做着同样的事情就是吃东西 , 睡觉 , 看戏 , 玩电脑 , 每天都只做着几样事情我真的快闷死

了...

baby你不是整天都叫我update我blog吗 ? ? 我现在终于写新的了哦 ! ! 嘻嘻...

你觉不觉得我们好像变了... 变到跟本好像每次都没话讲 , 变到以前最多两天没谈天但我们第三天

一定会谈天了现在我看我们四五天没谈天都不觉得有什么奇怪了吧 ! !

我不懂是不是我想太多还是你也不管了... 你放心吧我不会去烦你的我真的不会毕竟你现在也在考

试啊 ! ! 你要加油哦 ...

明天就终于可以出去了但是要去找工 ! ! 加油加油 ^.^

crazy taxi driver...

2day when 2 mid at about 7 something i onli got a taxi
i waited 4 a taxi for about half an hour
when i got in the taxi
the driver stared 2 scold me without any freaking reason
fuck n many different kind of bad words starting 2 come out from his mouth
i was vry scard at tat moment
n he plan 2 cal me 2 share my taxi wit some1 else
when he when bck 2 the taxi stand n he starting 2 shout at every1
he called me not 2 get down from the car
n i was stupid 2 listen 2 him bcauz im too scared of him
when he finds out no1 wans 2 share he started 2 cal them go 2 hell
every1 was seeing wat had happen n i was so humliated
when he ask me where is my house i told him is in taman jaya
he scold me n say tat he don know where it is
den i told him i'll show him the way
when he drove nearby my house n he scolded me again n say y i didnt told him is near taman jaya
i was goin 2 cry already
when i reach home i can't stand it n i start 2 tear
when mommy ask me what had happened so i told her thw whole story
after she knows what happened she scold me lik hell
i know tat she is vry worried about me so i didnt say anything
i really really freaking hate tat taxi driver....

你... ^^*

你好像已经变成我日常生活的一部分了...

我们每天一定会在msn或sms里谈天,

但当有一天我们整天都没讲到一句话时,

我突然会觉得好像少了什么东西,

我都不知道这是件好事还是坏事...

有时你会很38,

有时你又会很安静,

但跟你谈天时我一定会不知不觉的笑...

有时你会让我觉得感动到我不知道自己该怎么办...

认识了你让我变得开心多了,

我已经不管我们会不会有结局,

我只是很开心能认识到你....

happy ^^v

yesterdays exam was trill...
teacher helped us frenz passing around answers...
i was totally speechless bout it bcauz u can see ppl walking around when its exam time...
haha... it was reali exciting n fun...
1st exam in my whole life is lik tat...

everything is goin back into place,
everything is being fine,
im having holiday now,
2 more days of exam den im free from sch...

me n him is stil the same...
nth special happened,
but sometimes v suddenly hv alot of stuff 2 chat about,
sometimes he also makes my mood chg 2 bcome happi...
is tat a good sign?? hmm....
muahahaha...

我跟你会有未来吗??

你今天问我我们是不是不可能我真的吓到不知怎样回答你...
我知道我对你是有感觉的但我就是没把握我们有未来...
如果你早点问我的话我一定二话不说的答应你但你快毕业了,
我真的很怕很怕你一上了college你会喜欢上别的女生,
那时我就会是一个人...
我不想到了那天伤心的又会是我,
我不想又好像以前那样放不下,
我不想再重复那种痛...
我真的很乱很乱,
朋友都叫我给你也给我们一次机会,
我也想啊但我就是会想很多有的没的...


我跟你到底会有未来吗??
我们到最后会有什么改变??
为什么这个假期会发生那么多不愉快的事情??
我想快快把所有的事情解决掉然后什么烦恼都没了...

stop all the fighting...

why everyone is fighting??
why mommy is fighting with everyone n why everyone in my house is so miserable??
this few days everyone is crying non stop n i cant do anything to help...
my sister came n talk to me about her problem with the family n she had cried infront of me a few times...
this is the 1st time i saw my strongest sister became so weak...
my daddy is always fighting with my mommy
please let everyone stop , i beg u...
i wana have a peaceful family
i don wan this sucky family...
i wana leave this house if i hv a choice
i don wana b in this house anymore...
please all of u stop fighting...
sob sob...

新的开始

我知道我跟你还不熟但你是唯一的人能让我忘记以前的那个他... 我不知道为什么我这几天常常都会不知不觉的想起你应该是我慢慢的对你有感觉了吧??我不懂这是件好事还是坏事但你能让我忘记他我已经很开心了...我希望你是那个跟我有个新的开始的人...真的很想告诉你谢谢x100

disciplin teachers...

they wil neva stop catching me... sometimes i reali hate them vry vry much but in the end they always treat u vry good n u don feel anything anymore... they keep on cal me 2dye black my hair but earlier my hair its already not pure balck so don care how many times i dye black it wil turn 2brown again so wats the point for dying black?? i ask the teachers so wat if the black is dropping off so does it mean every 2-3 months i hv 2dye once black n they say yes... they r not using their brain to think bcauz i wil reali get cancer bcauz of this teachers...

还是放不开

我不懂为什么选择分手的是我但后悔的也是我... 我适着每次开电脑不要第一件事就去看你的friendster但是不知不觉的就去view , 我适着不要每次想起我们以前做过的东西但我就不知不觉的挂在最边... 我知道我们是不可能的了但我就还是放不开 , 我以为时间可以改变一切但这件事已经多过半年了还是一点都没改变到... 我希望我真的真的能向前看而不永远只呆在我们的回忆里...