unnecessary fight...

on fri i think i fight wit yan they all

actually nothing special came up but whn they saw me they say they wana slap me...

whn i 1st heard tat i was lik huh?? wat did i do wrong o??

they say i whn 2 bomba meeting without telling any1 of them so they went everywhr 2 find me

tat time i was wit bin n jun v went 2 toilet...

earlier i felt abit sry cause they were worried bout me

but whn they say they wana slap me i know they wont do it but im stil abit mad

so after de meeting the plan is 2go kana hv lunch but suddenly yan decided 2 go home

jun was holding my hand vry tight so tat i counldn't go home

this few days im vry emo

seriously emo mayb cause whn i hear any sad songs thn i wil think bck de old things n i wil start

2 cry n think alot again...

i wanted 2 cal yan but i think v r stil in a fight

i know i counldn't oways count on her anymore cause 1 day she wil leave me n tat time i think i

wil reali break down cause she's reali my best pal

so from now on i muz try 2 b a big girl n don oways cal her whn i hv problems n i muz try myself

2 settle it...

this year reali suck

its juz the begining n i hv 2 try 2 4get soo many person

1st is tat guy thn now is my fren

wat is happening??

i thought i stoped de crying case but now everything is juz coming bck...

every1 wil move forward but y im not??

y im juz standing in diff places but stil in de same position??

i hope tat theres a posion tat can make u 4get de sad stuff...

haiz... talking crap now...

reali not in a good mood

hope tat i can go 2 a place 2 cry n shout as long as i want n no1 wil find out bout it...

我好像真的可以...

终于开学了我都不懂是该开心还是伤心
开心是因为不用在呆在家了但伤心是SPM好像离我越来越近了...
我今天写blog可不是要写开学的心情哦!! 我有天大的消息要告诉大家
会来看我blog应该都是几位好朋友而已吧?? 如果你不是我好朋友的话也没关系因为我现在心情超级好的嘻嘻哈哈...
我告诉你们哦我好像真的没喜欢他了,
我知道我常常还会想着他, 但我很确定我不会在像以前时不时就哭了
我也知道我还不是100%忘记他但至少10%也是件好事吧...
写这blog时心情是会有点差但我真的想清清楚楚了
我不想因为我而弄的我们连朋友也没得做那么不是更傻吗??
我会加油的... 我真的会... 只要给我一点时间没黄雪琳做不到的事嘻嘻...
加油加油加油...


baby做工要加油哦!! (应该是最后一次这样叫你了吧??)

wat should i do??

i reali don know wat im trying 2 do

should i stop n wait or should i juz move forward n 4get de pass

who can tel me wat 2 do??

my frenz cal me 2 4get bout u but its not as easy as i think

i oways think tat mayb 2day v wil b fine

thn de next day i think again mayb 2day v wil b fine

everyday repeat de same stuff until i don hv any reason 2 continue anymore

everytime whn i start 2 think thn i wil cry 1 more time

im those kind of person tat whn i lik some1 its reali hard 2 let me 4get bout him

i know i juz need time 2 make de feelings fade

but i think its reali taking a long time cauz until now i don think a little thing has chg

sch is goin 2 start soon

i hope tat everything can juz b fine

i don wana b sad anymore

my wish is 2 hope tat everything can juz b fine n i wont b sad anymore

i don care wats de ending anymore

i juz hope tat everything can b solve as soon as possible so i don need 2 think about it aymore...