Saturday, February 7, 2009

unnecessary fight...

on fri i think i fight wit yan they all

actually nothing special came up but whn they saw me they say they wana slap me...

whn i 1st heard tat i was lik huh?? wat did i do wrong o??

they say i whn 2 bomba meeting without telling any1 of them so they went everywhr 2 find me

tat time i was wit bin n jun v went 2 toilet...

earlier i felt abit sry cause they were worried bout me

but whn they say they wana slap me i know they wont do it but im stil abit mad

so after de meeting the plan is 2go kana hv lunch but suddenly yan decided 2 go home

jun was holding my hand vry tight so tat i counldn't go home

this few days im vry emo

seriously emo mayb cause whn i hear any sad songs thn i wil think bck de old things n i wil start

2 cry n think alot again...

i wanted 2 cal yan but i think v r stil in a fight

i know i counldn't oways count on her anymore cause 1 day she wil leave me n tat time i think i

wil reali break down cause she's reali my best pal

so from now on i muz try 2 b a big girl n don oways cal her whn i hv problems n i muz try myself

2 settle it...

this year reali suck

its juz the begining n i hv 2 try 2 4get soo many person

1st is tat guy thn now is my fren

wat is happening??

i thought i stoped de crying case but now everything is juz coming bck...

every1 wil move forward but y im not??

y im juz standing in diff places but stil in de same position??

i hope tat theres a posion tat can make u 4get de sad stuff...

haiz... talking crap now...

reali not in a good mood

hope tat i can go 2 a place 2 cry n shout as long as i want n no1 wil find out bout it...