Saturday, December 20, 2008

all about u is juz a lie

haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz...

im oways thinking wat happened 2u??

wat made us changed??

am i thinking too much??

whn i start 2 think tat everything is juz alright

suddenly all the lies from u juz POP out

i think tat im the most stupid person on earth 2 believe wat ever u told me

i didnt even suspect anything from u bcauz i trust u too much

im reali reali stupid 4 being sad n stil crying 4 u

i wana stop worrying wat had happened ,

i wana stop crying 4 u ,

i wana stop everything tat is bout u

im reali reali tired from all of this

until now i onli found out tat i reali lik u too much....

Thursday, December 18, 2008

haiz... really changed... sob sob

earlier v had already slowly changed
v seldom chat n talk 2 each other n i thought everything was stil fine
but when v went out 2day i onli notice tat v reali changed alot
i think the whole day v talk less thn 30 sentences n the whole journey v were juz keeping quite
the movie was reali nice but after the movie v bcame back 2the silent mode
i don know wat 2do so i was keep on trying 2 find my fren
thn v went seperate places after i found my fren
when i see u leave i don reali know wat was i thinking at tat time
whn im on my way home i called yan n i told her wat had happened
she was shock n i know i was goin 2 cry so i stop de conversation wit her
i was reali sad at tat time but i oso think tat im kinda useless bcauz i oways cry easily
i don know how 2explain
but i reali think tat v changed alot
every1 asked me r v couple
but now i think v reali dont hv the chance 2be 2gether d rite??
i hope tat everything can b bck the same
haiz lets juz see wats the ending la...